I've spent the last two days assessing my feelings. As in, I'm wondering if what I'm feeling is normal or if it makes me a horrible mother. I give my Mom kudos. She made this parenting while Dad is at work thing look easy. I'm sure that she had her share of trials and tribulations. And, I'm sure that she "blew up" a time or two. I certainly don't remember those times. I'm not sure whether that is a good thing or a bad thing.
I love my children very much. But, this is hard. Having them together full-time. I know it's doable. I'm not saying that it isn't. And, I don't want to gave flamed for my opinion. I can do it. I have done it. This will pass. I just need to keep telling myself this. It just keeps going and going and going...
I guess what bothers me the most about being a SAHM is that according to *some* friends(or one in particular), I don't have a real job. Well, you can just shove it.
Okay, enough venting. Tomorrow WILL be a better day.
A hui hou!
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